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Aquaboy on Thursday, December 16th, 2010 |
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Here’s the story: On my birthday of Monday of last week, I put a Craigslist posting seeing if there were any cute guys that might want to meet up and hopefully make it a long term thing.
There was this one really cute guy, who was 18 (I just turned 19) exchanged some e-mails and pics, then did some chatting on Skype, couple of texts, added each other on Facebook and decided to meet for Friday. But then he cancelled in our Skype chat on Thurs night, b/c he had to take his 2 nieces up to this town.
So he said he felt like an ***, and hopes to go for Sunday instead at a movie theater not too far from him. So it’s Saturday afternoon, and i’m not sure what time we’re suppose to meet so I send a text. Then it’s night time, and still nothing so I send another one asking what time. Sunday morning rolls by, so I said I’ll give him a call (we hadn’t talked before) around 11AM to see if he’s got my messages. He soon responds that he’s been sick for the past 2 days and that’s it. I send 2 txts that day hoping he feels better soon and maybe if we could chat online sometime soon.
Monday comes. Spot him on Facebook online, and ask how’s he doing, if he wants to chat later tonight 9-11, and he says he’ll try. Then I get the last message he ever gives me at 11pm “Hey, I’m pretty much done with this lab report”. I only receive it like 20 min later, and send 3 quick responses saying rats, I missed that, hope to talk again soon.
then it’s tuesday and the bombshell happens. I look on my FB to see how’s he doing but I don’t see him at all in the search box. So I do a full search and I can’t even find his profile. I check someone else’s account and he’s seen there. Which could only mean he blocked me… So, I send a casual text that night pretending nothing happened and asking how his finals were, I’m going home soon, anything new, and nada.
Today, I think I sent my last 2 txts to him asking if he blocked me, and how he could be so mean to do that. And if he doesn’t reply again, then I hope he realizes he hurt someone’s heart real bad.
It’s just hard to get over him, b/c he was so cute. I saw his pics, and he loves to camp, fish, missionary work, and such. He’s been to a Christian high school in Canada, our chats seemed pretty intimate, and then out of the blue he’s just gone
Plus there was an also ultra-cute video of him singing the chorus part of “Teardrops from My Guitar” after this girl teases him to do it.
How could he reject me like that? I know it may seem like I pester him a lot with messages, but they were mostly stupid simple things like, Do you want to chat on Skype tonight, or So what time should we meet? Like at most, 3 a day. Usually 2 or less.
We both keep our sexuality a secret, but that doesn’t mean it’s polite to reject me without saying something. I kinda expected more honesty because I knew he was Christian and he seemed so nice.
So is there anything I can do, to salvage whatever’s left?