IMA SORRY ITS LONG. i apologize ahead of time:
i know i posted questions about this guy. honestly its because i cant forget about him. i REALLY want to forget him. he has put me thru a lot of crap thru the last year or so. and i am getting sick and tired of his games. he says he likes me and wants to do stuff with me and i tell him i like him back. i get mad at him a lot for stupid things and then we fight, then i give in and we are freinds again. this was before summer started.
since it is summer now(well summers almost over) ive been tryin to forget about him all summer and it just duznt seem to work. i mean when i think i have forgotten he shows up… it annoys the crap out of me. to me it seems just like”getaway” by hilary duff:”everytime i think your gone, you show up in my rear view mirror” its like ima not ment to forget him. like the carnival(its kinda hard not to run into ppl) i tried to ignore him the whole week and it just wasnt gonna happen. i was playing one off those fishing games, with one of my freinds before she left, that the carnies have and he said he wanted to walk around with me (his friends all left) so i did. and we caught up with eachother and then for a couple days we started talking and texting again. which may not have been smart with the fact i was trying to move on from him. and the at the park i wass working at a booth at the Comunity Day( people from the township can set up little yard sales and tables and sell) and i was there from 10am-5pm working. and i decided to go around the park and walk by myself. and he came up and was riding his bike with me. and the whole time we were together i tried to ignore him. and apparently he didnt get the hint i didnt want him anymore o didnt want to talk to him. i eventurally gave in and we started to talk. and then around 8pm they had a movies in the park thing and i went there and we met up and hungout the rest of the night(again not a smart move) we continued to talk and text up untill a couple days ago.
this happens EVERYTIME we meet up again. like i said, he seems to show up when i finally think i forgotten about him. i cant stand it anymore. so my question is how do i forget him, if he keeps showing of.
ps. even tho we are in different schools this year i still think he will show up at some point. ima in HS(9th grade) and hes in MS(8th grade) and i still really really like him. but i think the best thing for me is to forget about him because of the his games he plays with me and because of the crapp he put me thru. UGGHHH I need to forget about him…HELP! or am i right:: ima just not ment to forget about him.